Of the choices I have made and the paths I have taken I have some regrets. I wish I have save myself some heartaches and kept some words to myself. When I looked back I see the friendships I have kept, the people that are no longer in my life, the people that have left me for good to cross over to the other side. I am not the same I was 5 years ago, and will continue to change and hopefully evolve in my pursuit of happiness and meaning of life.
The choices I made have come with new adjectives to add to my name. I used to think the one thing I was before anything else was a woman. Being a woman defined me as a person, there wasn't anything more power until there I got a new title; mother. After feeling a life inside of me and giving birth to this wonderful human being with a mind of her own I can honestly say this has been the beginning of the rest of my life. This is where the seas have split in half, I was and now I am something completely different.
I have found within me all this hidden unused love that never ends for my daughter. I am tired like never before, exhausted and completely changed. For good, I would say, I have changed for good and forever, added a bunch of different layers to my personality. Of all the choices I have ever made, this one I will never regret, I am so much more, so complete, with purpose.
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